This week has been emotionally challenging...
I'm really starting to miss my fiance. I mean, we have been glued at the hip for the past 5 1/2 years, and as stupid and trite as it sounds he is my best friend.
It really hit me when I got the terrible news that a friend from college was found dead over the weekend in a river. Homicide or suicide (most likely the latter) ended her life. She was a petite adorable Filipino who always smiled, asked how you were, and listened sympathetically if something was not right in your world. She will be missed.
I really could have inflicted some bodily damage by overeating to fill the emotional void, but I've been eating surprisingly healthy, and I haven't missed a day of exercise this week. I think when I'm truly shaken to the core, I feel glad to be alive, healthy, and able to exercise.
My body feels really strong this week- good thing, because it has to haul around tons of emotional wreckage....
Stella Virgin
1 year ago
2 comments:
Wow--I'm sorry to hear about your friend. Sometimes though it does take something tragic like this to truly appreciate life.
As for your fiancé, it'll get easier. And you'll be living with him full time soon enough :)
Keep up the good work and use your strength to get you through this. I know you can!
sorry about your friend but am so glad that you are handling it as best as you can...
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